How I’m doing – the hermit

Here’s the deal. I’ve been really struggling through most of 2017. Most of my close friends know this. When my father passed away I hit the bottom and I’ve been crawling around and trying to get up ever since.

Just me and foolish ideas

I just want to make art for the sake of it. I just want to express myself through it. I use it to say my piece. It’s therapy. It allows me a way of coping.

I’d say it again, but I know

you still won’t understand

That hidden pain

Did you know that every day I obsess over what I didn’t get done and that my failures from this lead me into a depressive low? 

It’s so me

I get upset when I consider who does not and who really does gets me. It is not a deal breaker, though.

Inside these walls

Another place to hide it all

Another

always. every time.

I stay away

find a place inside your heart and hide away

Oh bother

People always think of a young person when such a subject comes up, but our society has no use for us seniors.

Reclusive spirit

Dammit, I’m hibernating, again.  Don’t know why I don’t want to appreciate your world.

Bride

Everything I’m supposed to be, except me

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