Here’s the deal. I’ve been really struggling through most of 2017. Most of my close friends know this. When my father passed away I hit the bottom and I’ve been crawling around and trying to get up ever since.
I just want to make art for the sake of it. I just want to express myself through it. I use it to say my piece. It’s therapy. It allows me a way of coping.
you still won’t understand
Did you know that every day I obsess over what I didn’t get done and that my failures from this lead me into a depressive low?
I get upset when I consider who does not and who really does gets me. It is not a deal breaker, though.
I’m straight struggling
Another place to hide it all
always. every time.
find a place inside your heart and hide away
People always think of a young person when such a subject comes up, but our society has no use for us seniors.
Dammit, I’m hibernating, again. Don’t know why I don’t want to appreciate your world.
Everything I’m supposed to be, except me
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