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Tag : mental health

14 Apr 2017
You are inspiring someone today whether you intend to or not. The question is "what are you inspiring them to?" — Me
31 Mar 2017

Oh bother

People always think of a young person when such a subject comes up, but our society has no use for us seniors.

07 Feb 2017
Dammit, I’m hibernating, again.  Don’t know why I don’t want to appreciate your world.
23 Nov 2016


Everything I’m supposed to be, except me

21 Oct 2016

Sometimes I feel like I’m swimming upstream through a muddy river of my own blood and guts fighting to keep from going over the falls which empty into some forever dark, misty abyss.  Upstream my sanity hangs crucified from the side of a giant, rusted gate, the only opening in a miles long fence made from steam punk metal.
Carvings of all my failed dreams create a grid styled in paisley tattoo on the sweating fence panels.  Inside dwells the remnants of a carnival struggling to hold onto the appearance of festive.
My heart cannot hide from the pain as I succumb to the darkness again.

Another low settles in.

13 Oct 2016

I’ve been in this depressed malaise since June. It has held me back from doing so many ideas of projects that I decided that I should do. Laying here in my bed recovering from yesterday’s medical emergency so very frustrated over what I haven’t even started. Praying for strength. 

12 Nov 2015
02 Nov 2015

Yes Anastasia

“Kind of a shame ’cause I did like that dress” ~ Tori Amos Mother said it was better this way. She said they had a better place for me to live and a room just for me. She said they would give me all the care and love I ever need. She said they wouldn’t yell at me or hit me. She said they would understand. Maybe I won’t have to play Uncle Denny’s game no more. Where are you, my new home?  […]

01 Nov 2015

Jane’s addiction

Whatever happened to Baby Jane?