to be a better clown
Here’s the deal. I’ve been really struggling through most of 2017. Most of my close friends know this. When my father passed away I hit the bottom and I’ve been crawling around and trying to get up ever since.
I’m straight struggling
Sometimes I feel like I’m swimming upstream through a muddy river of my own blood and guts fighting to keep from going over the falls
Sometimes I think the pain blows my mind
I’ve been in this depressed malaise since June.
human is hard work.
I don’t like myself right now.
I am alive. I am here. I am trying. That is enough
“Creative people oftentimes get attached to their darkness, especially if they use it to draw inspiration for their work.”
The bicycle trip for repair tools took a lot out of me. Consequently, I was left without enough strength to finish repairing my truck today. The frustration is overwhelming, but I’m trying…
… old men and depression
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