How I’m doing – the hermit

Here’s the deal. I’ve been really struggling through most of 2017. Most of my close friends know this. When my father passed away I hit the bottom and I’ve been crawling around and trying to get up ever since.

Just me and foolish ideas

I just want to make art for the sake of it. I just want to express myself through it. I use it to say my piece. It’s therapy. It allows me a way of coping.

Yeah.. I do know where I stand

I thought where I stood was in a friendship where I didn’t have to agree with and feel the same way my friend does about anything

All the while…

I’ve been in love with a woman who has never existed

About this flag nonsense

The idea and the concept is worthy of adulation, but we fall way short of even trying to reach for that plateau.

That hidden pain

Did you know that every day I obsess over what I didn’t get done and that my failures from this lead me into a depressive low? 

All I really want

and what I wouldn’t give to find a kindred,
someone else to catch this drift

It’s so me

I get upset when I consider who does not and who really does gets me. It is not a deal breaker, though.

But if you can make sense of it..

So many times I find myself in a struggle because of it.

What I got

I got too much time to think about that young woman

Memorial Day 2017

Let’s really honor our fallen soldiers and those who gave their lives for our country by refusing to send our soldiers off to unnecessary wars and combats anymore

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