It was brought to my attention today that this video I made pulled a friend back from the brink of suicide.  I’m just going to post how it was told to me.

The day you posted your “good news” vid. I was suicidal……… Yes…….. I was ready to go! Yet you, a practical stranger, brought a smile to my face, I had forgotten what a smile felt like! Your face, your tone, your accent, I smiled for the first time in ages.

Learning of this stunned me and it came at a time where I had been struggling from some ridiculous drama that’s most likely cost me my creative partner (someone who has been such a dear & loving friend).  I was awash in emotion, both thankful that my random act of silliness had accomplished what’s been my main reason to keep living and grappling with an unwarranted attack on my character while dismissing my sincere effort towards helping someone.  I dunno, was it the realization that just by being myself I really helped another against the twisting my efforts of helping someone into some overbearing assault on someone whom I so love at the same time?  Maybe it was the news that my friend had been saved coming at a time of me being emotionally distraught.  I can’t tell the difference. 

I cried weeping like a child.  So very thankful that my friend was saved.  So very thankful to learn that a friendship which happened from our common mental health struggles made the impact to help us stay in the fight.  

This is why I up and do silly things.  This is why I try to give as much love as there is to others regardless.  

I’m so thankful, giving praises to Devine Holy Spirit – God.  

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Storm

3 months ago

Sometimes, that’s all it takes.
Even in the darkest times, love shines a light so bright it blinds.

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